Mood: Mixed
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Not realising how much i gave in.
So anyway, today was NORMAL. Yet again.
This morning, due to some reasons i had to take bus to school. And GUESS WHAT, my peaceful bus ride was ruined by the sight of CATO CHUA RUI HAO. Zzzz... Haha, jkjk. I was standing the whole time. WTF lor my leg was killing me. And my bag. I was too tired to talk so i remained silent the whole time, too. Really no mood to do anything in the morning!
Then the first period was reading. Nothing much, just fooled around and read my newspapers :D I am so guai.
Chinese. WTH the chinese ting xie was awful. I don't know how to do the whole of part 1. But thank god the 2nd part i know all. 3rd only know some ): Hope this isn't counted in our CA marks!
Geog. Even though i _______, i still fail D: And WHAT, 50%? WTH la..
After recess all the lessons were boring. And i can't stop thinking about everything. Haizz. My brain ah, really too hardworking liao. -_-
BTW, something pissed Szeyin off really badly today P:
Bus-ed home.Sometimes, i think that i gave in too much. So much they didn't realise it. Why do you all run away when i am in need of help. Why am i the one being kicked out of the scene like a pathetic idiot after all...
I told myself to let go, and be the generous one, cause i dont want to hurt anyone, anymore. But you all don't seem to get it.
I miss how things used to be.. All i ever wanted, is just...
I hate being alone, it makes me think a lot. Some scary thoughts. It hurts to even think of this you know, it really do.
I don't care anymore. Yes, i shouldn't.
HAHA BEFORE ENDING THIS POST I MUST SAY THIS:
JAEJOONG SARANGHAE! :D
XOXO
