Saturday, July 31, 2010

up and down

Music: Mister - Kara
Mood: Anxious


Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Whatever i do.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Umm, thank you for your contributions to the music world (though some people say your music sucks), but you guys created history! :D I don't care what other people say coz i love your anyway :]
~ always keep the faith ~
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
NEVER. My heroes will never ever let me down!

MY LIFE SERIOUSLY SUCKS.
That's all i've got to say.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

change happen

Music: Nu abo - F(x)
Mood: Heartbroken

Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
She.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
My craziness haha.

I don't know why but my heart just sanked to the very bottom today. :(
My life seriously sucks.
D:

Monday, July 26, 2010

littlest things

Music: Littlest things - Lily Allen
Mood: Moody


Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Don't have one. Because i drifted back :)

Tired. Moody :/ Basically because i am a bit sick and the fact that i have chocolates. *wink* I keep popping Strepils into my mouth P:
Today was okay. But Yijing almost killed my tablet! Plus Szeyin's and Chandelle's! Haha 好人没好报~ But luckily they managed to survive after all :D
And OH, I FLUNKED MY CHINESE TEST :( HOW... My CA2 marks T_T
We had a mini eraser war during English lesson and the floor is just FULL OF ERASERS. LOL! I got 6 chocolates in total after giving Szeyin and Yuehnyng and Daniel one :P My best fren and bongkong gave me theirs. TYTY :D
And to someone:
Cheerup! ^^ Remember that you are not alone :D

XOXO

Sunday, July 25, 2010

breakaway

Music: I my me mine - 4minute
Mood: Pissed off


Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
All those btiches!

Saturday, July 24, 2010

clouds like cream

Music: Lucifer - SHINee
Mood: Busy


Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Well the list just goes on and on and on! So to keep it short i want to live my life to the fullest!
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
To have to do something illegal, yeah. Like killing somebody.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
All my loved ones and of course prince charming Hero :)

Argh i was too busy to update my blog so i'll just do 3 days in one post :)
I can't really remember anything but anyway. Today was swimming and it went quite... well?
But really, i know how to swim just that i suddenly do not have the feeling. And just because of this the instructor taught me, Sam L and Shijie from the most basic ones. Like what the hell. Haha nevermind :)
After swimming went to KFC to eat with Janice and SY. Then to the library to study with SY :) Nowadays, i'm in the oh-i-wanna-be-so-hardworking mood. LOLs.

I'm having a really bad sore throat + cough + runny nose. I'm so miserable i want to cry :( But just let me tell you that i'd never cry so easily P:
Sorry, just being random.
Oh, and Szeyin lost her swimming stuff. Yeah please if you saw it anywhere just let us know okay. She's miserable and scared too, just like me lols. :x

Oh SHINee's just awesomezxc.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

used to be

Music: I made an accident - Davichi
Mood: Mixed


Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Not realising how much i gave in.

So anyway, today was NORMAL. Yet again.
This morning, due to some reasons i had to take bus to school. And GUESS WHAT, my peaceful bus ride was ruined by the sight of CATO CHUA RUI HAO. Zzzz... Haha, jkjk. I was standing the whole time. WTF lor my leg was killing me. And my bag. I was too tired to talk so i remained silent the whole time, too. Really no mood to do anything in the morning!
Then the first period was reading. Nothing much, just fooled around and read my newspapers :D I am so guai.
Chinese. WTH the chinese ting xie was awful. I don't know how to do the whole of part 1. But thank god the 2nd part i know all. 3rd only know some ): Hope this isn't counted in our CA marks!
Geog. Even though i _______, i still fail D: And WHAT, 50%? WTH la..
After recess all the lessons were boring. And i can't stop thinking about everything. Haizz. My brain ah, really too hardworking liao. -_-
BTW, something pissed Szeyin off really badly today P:
Bus-ed home.

Sometimes, i think that i gave in too much. So much they didn't realise it. Why do you all run away when i am in need of help. Why am i the one being kicked out of the scene like a pathetic idiot after all...
I told myself to let go, and be the generous one, cause i dont want to hurt anyone, anymore. But you all don't seem to get it.
I miss how things used to be.. All i ever wanted, is just...
I hate being alone, it makes me think a lot. Some scary thoughts. It hurts to even think of this you know, it really do.
I don't care anymore. Yes, i shouldn't.

HAHA BEFORE ENDING THIS POST I MUST SAY THIS:
JAEJOONG SARANGHAE! :D
XOXO

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

i'll find a way to let you go

Music: Sick enough to die - MC MONG ft. Mellow
Mood: Exhausted

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Letting go and telling myself it isn't meant to be...

OH GREAT! For god-knows-how-long i finally had the mood to made a new skin :D I'm becoming really rusty at coding though, hope it's okay. ARGH. And my new layout ain't perfect but i just cant find a way to fix the problem. Fine, i'll do it tomorrow. FIXED!! :D
School was boring. Today was dismissed early and i didn't want to go home. But given a second thought, i decide to anyway coz i can play my com :D So went home with Sam Lee P:
I had instant noodles while watching some oh-so-boring drama.
Then, make my new skin :D IM SO EFFICIENT, FINISHED IN ONLY 1 HOUR :D *proud*
And i don't look forward to tomorrow. ZZZZ......

And SHINee's Lucifer is finally released today!!! SHINee!! *starts to fangirl*



OH YEAH but i still can't believe that key shaved his hair T_T Need time to get used to it...
XOXO

Monday, July 19, 2010

just scream my name

Music: Lies - Big Bang
Mood: Tired



Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
I love my thoughts and how i encourage myself :)
 Today was average.
Argh crap la i really have nothing to blog about. See, my boring life.
Oh. I got trapped in the bus for like 1hour ++ cause there's a car accident. WTH sia... Almost all the passengers no patience so got off the bus, but me and some other guys waited and waited and waited until the bus finally moved -.- And i saw a really cute guy P:
Blah blah blah, bye.
XOXO

Sunday, July 18, 2010

spinning round round round

Music: I need a girl - Taeyang
Mood: Annoyed


Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Hmm. I hate my stubborn and selfish personality. And the fact that i make empty promises.

Okay, so anyway, let me just blog.
FRIDAY
Went to Kbox with sister, had lotsa fun and dude i sure like the drinks! Hope to go there again sometime.
SATURDAY
Afternoon, accompany sister go JP coz she want to buy shoes :] And dk why managed to get 5 bottles of nail polish haha. But didn't get the color i want :(
Then had dinner at KFC. Wtf eat until i almost vomited. From now onwards i'd never eat there again! Zzzz... I think i got sick of it already.
Next dad drove us to East Coast park O.o What a sudden decision. What's more it's around 8.30
Reached there, there's like, no parking space at all. But somehow manage to find one afterall~
Wow, the breeze at that time is so big my hair is in such a big mess haha.]
Went home around 11pm and i fell asleep right away. Was so tired T_T
Today - nothing much. Just feel uber tired the whole day.




Waiting for 11:11 to come,
Waiting for an airplane to shot by.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

The 30 days challenge.

The 30 days challenge.
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
(write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without,
because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.

Day one with start from tomorrow :)

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Kboxx

SPAIN WON!!!
Yeah i know this news is quite old already, but i didn't manage to post yesterday so yeah :)
Today, went to Kbox after school with Szeyin, Rachel and Ziqi (SY's friend). At first Rachel dun want go. But i forced her to xD Haha!
Then haizz at first Yijing and Dell wanted to go, but last minute say cannot go.. :( I wanted to hear Yijing sing! Lols
Anyway.
It was quite fun! The cabin is so cold i keep getting cramps. So i didn't sing much haha. Szeyin sang the most! Next time i must be more PREPARED! And must be able to sing Ring Ding Dong or any other korean songs. My goal ^^
Rachel didn't really sing. Don't know why lor even when HER song "Bad Romance" came out. HAHA. And i thought she'd like the MV 'Not Myself Tonight'? Didn't know that she's THAT pure. Well she's so unpredictable!
The drinks were nicee, especially the strawberry float or something!
Here's my baby! I call it baby XOXO P:
And i'd never heard of such a weird project ever in my life. WAD, TAKE CARE OF AN EGG FOR 5 DAYS AND TREAT IT AS UR BABY? ROFL.

kays nothing more to blog about le :)
XOXO

Sunday, July 11, 2010

spain spain spain

GO SPAIN!!!

Thursday, July 8, 2010

unlucky day

Darn it. Today is pratically my most unlucky day ever.

I started my day quite well by knowing that Germany lost to Spain though ^^ GO SPAIN:D And anyway i dont owe cato any bubble tea now.
But, in school, don't know why stupid cato took away my pouch. WTF bored nothing to do steal my pouch for what!! >:( *curses* Somemore my thumbdrive inside okay..! Whoa you dunno how worried i was. I thought drop in my dad's car sia!
...but during lunch he returned it to me. Watch out Cato i'd revenge soon ^^
Then.
Home econ test forgot to bring thread and needle. How great. Luckily Sam C. lend me hers:) Thanks!
During the theory test, WTH man so hard! I only did 1 and left all blank except for question 2. But i wrote crap lor. For sure fail with flying colors one.
The practical test is none better.
I only remember how to do running stitch and sew button. I forgot how to do hemming and backstitching! But i tried hemming and i think i'm wrong. I spent too much time on it and how nice, no time to do backstitching. WALAO~
Then what discuss home econ project. LZH and LL both want sexy costumes lor. Then draw out liao i don't get a single idea what race it is. Haizz.. for sure fail one.
Wah then after school at the bustop there i think, i LOST MY WALLET. SCREW!!!!!!!!!
My money all gone T_T Thank god there's no impt things inside.
Also dunno when dropped it..!
Lesson learnt = NEVER EVER HOLD TOO MANY THINGS IN YOUR ARMS

Then when i wanted to tap into the MRT guess what. Card = low balance. So need topup. Luckily Sam L. was there. Coz i dun have money T_T WAh guess what, when i went to the machine it's like crap! Cannot insert coins! WTH MAN
Then no choice i had to buy a single trip ticket.

WHY CAN I BE SO UNLUCKY TODAY?!?!

Then i have so many undone homework -.- Today need to chiong le.
I have:
  • ART
  • ENG GRAMMAR BK
  • CL SRP
  • MATH
Guess that's all.
But will still have to study for tmr's chinese test. And i forgot to bring back home my notes...=_=
I don't look forward to tmr all all...
First is test.
Second is swimming. AH!!!!!!!!
So, bye.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

happier

Music: Heartquake - Super Junior


Today, nothing much.
Currently at the library with SIGE! :D Hehe my horoscope says if i go out with my best friends with bring me good luck ^^ I believe in horoscopes, so yeah.
Yesterday, dunno why my brain sot sot de forgot to bring PE attire and Music book. Luckily Rachel and Szeyin saved my life ^^ What good friends :) And i thought that i look cool in Rachel's super oversized PE attire. HAHA

Talk about today!
I don't really remember anything though o.o
Okay but anyway we learnt photoshop during LCT! I wrote a card for myself ^^ Sam L. made for me!! Yeah~! ^^ And don't know why also Leroi say he make one for me?! o.o LOLs i appreciate it, best fwen :P
Too bad Szeyin not here... I think she's dying to learn photoshop! And people keep asking me questions about it, haha xD Like how to deselect, background blah blah blah... I'd never be sick of these questions so ask more, people :)
I'm happy with my work! It's about FRUITS. 'Coz i'm relating different fruits to different races~ trying to be creative here okay! :) I'm suddenly inspired ^_^
ANYWAY, SEE HERE: *proud*
(yeah i made a card for myself, coz dunno write to who anyway)
And Rachel want to photoshop her face into her shinee blogskin to replace Minho. LOL i wanna see the outcome so much man :) Dunno will look like what! *anxious*
P:
Then history was fooling around-.-
Rachel used my tablet and was camwhoring with cherlyn and valerie. Pictures in facebook account :D
Then Sam keep snatching away my pouch haha. Wanna see my messages eh? HAHA that'll never happen coz i'm pro at protecting my own privacy >:

Another thing - I still can't believe that brazil lost. NO WAY MANNN. I was super uber pissed off-.- And i hope that germany won't win.


I think nothing more le... 'Coz after school i rushed to the library to meet Sige. :D

THAT'S ALL TTFN
XOXO

Friday, July 2, 2010

moi aussi~

Music: I need a girl - Taeyang

FINE FINE I POST I POST, THANKS TO SZEYIN.. GRR!
HAHA, these days were really hetic and i hardly use the computer! Many MANY things happened. And, now, i still can't believe that Mdm Poon is our form teacher. C'mon, it still seems so unrealistic
Today, the bio teacher polluted our pure & clean minds ~ xD
Haha! School as normal and went to jurong point with yijing and szeyin after school~ Ate Swesens and it was awesome! The baked rice is like the best food EVER! OK STOP.
Haizz nowadays no mood at all~ I want to SLEEP and SLEEP and SLEEP
Then don't why also i suddenly feel that the gravity is so strong! My body is like being pulled down to the ground O.o PAIN

OK I'M TIRED BUHBYE
TO SZEYIN: *sticks out tongue* xD

NOT to forget JAEJOONG SARANGHAE!! =D