sparks fly like electricity

LOL hahaha wth! xD

I'm seriously broke :'(

promise i'd be kind

day 8 - a moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
I don't really remember these kind of things. I guess i'd never really felt this way before.
day 9 - how you hope your future will be like.
By the time i'm 25-28, i hope that i would earn truck loads of money, have a wonderful job which i like, own an awesome house and of course, bliss. And i hope i'd be able to enjoy life.

Ok yeah i seriously need a new earpiece and and and, books. It's only the place where fairytales and happy endings exist.
:(

we accept the love we think we deserve

The post-exam activities are just erm.. boring. My clay work is just disgusting :)
Anyway after school i went to sit bus, but my ez-link card no money, then lazy go mrt topup, then no coins. I only knew that my ezlink card had no money the moment i tapped :( awh awh my memory sho bad! I told then bus driver i had no coins, and he asked me where im alighting, and he gave me his coins. Which means he paid for my bus ride :( And he didn't chase me off the bus! Awh I felt so thankful and that bus driver is so kind! Once again thank youu sho muchie (serious)!!! XDD

Since i'm bored i shall do more than one :)

day 2 - where you’d like to be in 10 years.
Somewhere out of Singapore! Not sure where though.. hmm.
day 3 - your views on drugs and alcohol.
I'd answered this before in the previous challenge. I guess i shall repeat it again. Drugs are awful and you'll regret once you do it. Alcohol is okay, just drink the right amount.
day 4 - your views on religion.
Hmm, religion is healthy. I am a christian and i'm loving it!
day 5 - a time you thought about ending your own life.
I'd never thought of ending my life, never before. I had only thought about the consequences and it's horrible. I'd heard that people who ever thinks this way, even once, is already suffering from depression. Anyway it's really a stupid and selfish idea and don't ever do it. No, it ain't gonna solve anything. Come to think of what may happen after you die! Period.
day 6 - write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
Huh. I'd add on to the 10 i posted a few days back: http://exotichearts.blogspot.com/2010/10/feel-rain-on-your-skin.html
11. Sometimes i dont even understand myself
12. I'm a bit fickle minded and im definitely not proud about it
13. Sometimes im tactful, sometimes im straight-forward and can even say really hurtful words
14. I wont show or express my temper in front of others, i guess it's bcos of point 3. I know the offender have pride too :)
15. I love to daydream
16. I'm unpredictable
17. Impulsive
18. It's quite hard to really know me
19. I'm quite good at observing
20. I love R&B, not into rock music
21. I can't seem to make decisions
22. I am sort of a perfectionist, maybe 'cause of my blood type? Khehe :)
23. I am the type of person who contributes silently
24. I just can't seem to get enough of mysteries :)
25. I can somehow muliti-task 8D
26. I'm more of a listener
27. I love to observe
28. Little actions can make me 'over-react'
29. My biggest secret is always safe kept.
Ugh i'm gonna stop here. I seriously can't continue anymore heh. I know, none of the above are interesting :)
day 7 - your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Gemini. I read up horoscopes quite often 'cause i want to understand my friends better. But i know it can't be always accurate and some people dont believe in it. For me it's somewhere in the middle for its accuracy. I'm not THAT sociable, cause i'm too lazy to hold on to and maintain the relationship with my friends. I mean, the more friends you have, it can also mean that the more trouble you will get. You know, friendshop problems?! Yeah. It's quite true that i'm superficial, witty, energetic, restless, adaptable, selfish, double personalities, fickle, communicative, quick minds, muliti-tasker, always curious, you name it! >D

30 days challenge, again

day 1 - your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
day 2 - where you’d like to be in 10 years.
day 3 - your views on drugs and alcohol.
day 4 - your views on religion.
day 5 - a time you thought about ending your own life.
day 6 - write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
day 7 - your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
day 8 - a moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
day 9 - how you hope your future will be like.
day 10 - discuss your first love and first kiss.
day 11 - put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
day 12 - bullet your whole day.
day 13 - somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
day 14 - your earliest memory.
day 15 - your favorite tumblrs.
day 16 - your views on mainstream music.
day 17 - your highs and lows of this past year.
day 18 - your beliefs.
day 19 - disrespecting your parents.
day 20 - how important you think education is.
day 21 - one of your favorite shows.
day 22 - how have you changed in the past 2 years?
day 23 - give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
day 24 - your favorite movie and what it’s about.
day 25 - someone who fascinates you and why.
day 26 - what kind of person attracts you.
day 27 - a problem that you have had.
day 28 - something that you miss.
day 29 - goals for the next 30 days.
day 30 - your highs and lows of this month.
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Okay so day 1 - your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

Single. It feels quite good you know. I mean all the freedom you can get :) Plus i'm still young so.. :D heh.

all things excellent are as difficult as they are rare

Yay got back all our results and I PASSED everything. OMG lah! xD HOW CAN I STILL PASS GEOG WHEN I FAILED BOTH MY CA. Wonderful wonderful me :O
I expected to fail math, but i didnt! Even some people who thought it was easy didnt score as well as me. :) so unpredictable yeah? But i didn't do very well for lit, physics, bio and history as expected. :( Very bad eh.. And oh my gawd i highest in class for home econ, 81 lol! Wai ar? This world sho confusing xD *sounds like jeany-rong XP* After school waited 30 min for ms kee. Wth la say meet immediately after school. Waste so much time of my precious life. Sho bad~ And yay 50% down ~ Then this morning when collecting history paper, ms kee call my name, then everybody like look at me. Eeeeks i hate all that attention. Gives me goosebumps! My name so funny meh T~T i know my name very cute la but no need exaggerate. :) Haha then the 109 guys was like making fun of my name. Sacarstic people. D< Slap your xD

Whatever la nowadays so tired. I lack sleep even though i sleep for like at least 8hrs per day. Pig! *oink oink*
 EEEE i want watch eat pray love >D
Bye! XOXO
(such a abrupt ending, tch)

feel the rain on your skin

 

What about me?

Since i'm bored i shall post facts about me:
1. I don't really like to talk, that's why i'm quiet
2. I don't like the feeling of being understood or known too well
3. I am considered sensitive when it comes to people's feelings, i'd keep things to myself
4. I am afraid of balloons
5. I tend to stare into space a lot
6. I am especially afraid to let people down, i mean, i HATE that feeling
7. I dislike attention
8. I can't seem to make decisions for fear of letting people down
9. I have more than one personality, i can be super talkative & random at times
10. My mind is too flexible ^^

Life is a tragedy, confront it.

Eww i'm god-damned bored and HUNGRY. YES, HUNGRY! The problem is my mom forgot to give me my pocket money and plus im too lazy to go out. Bleh~
Ugh and stucking at home no fun at all man. I want go out, but no one want accompany me :'( Sad!

EHEH~ IM SO HUNGRY IM GONNA DIE~ EHEH!

slow down and enjoy life

Yay finally exam's over. GREAT but i'd still got one thing unaccomplished. Well gotta finish it as soon as possible! I ain't satisfied with my art work today, toooo bad. But nevermind. This morning after exam i took a bus ride home, and it was good. I may sound weird saying this but oh well. I was a double-deck and there's almost no one else in the bus with only the gentle roaring of the engine. It was so quiet as my worries fade in the background. I was living in my own world again, yep. For once the joy of being alone finally appears again. You know, the feeling you don't want to be disturbed and you just want to have some time for yourself, for you to really relax? The feeling when you just don't want to talk? Yeah. I loveeee long bus-rides :'> Peroid.

Yay no need go to school this week! Whoo i can fianlly play and sleep the hell out of me! Btw i have this sudden craze for donuts man :'D




Ooh i'm also gonna read the hell out of me during the holidays!! Harris everyday i think XD
I'm thinking of making this list of things i must do before i die. Haha, random much? Of course i must! Yeah since i'm so bored i shall start with it later :)

Man i feel like blogging but i don't know what to write about.
Ramble ramble ramble ~~~



OH yah, this. It's hilarious man! "Hey Shawty, stop flossing your bonka donka donk! Do you want to chin wag? I'd be chuffed to bits to do so!" LOL! XD

XOXO
you seem like a stranger to me now

laces laces

I want a study table like thisssss!!

Science was easy man! Tommorrow's Art exam. My dear art, you took up 8hours of my life. Oh, oh.
By the way i feel in love with laces :')

To-do list after exams:

1. Play the hell out
2. Sleep my ass off
3. Save money
4. Bugis Street
5. Escape theme park
6. Go out at least 3x a week
7. Hmm movies!
8. Personal taste, Playful kiss
9. Up-and-down project 100 times
10. Pretty little liars, Flawless
11. New jacket, t-shirts, shorts
12. New earphones

I mean like seriously. My current earphone is like broken into pieces. I must get one asap! Orange, green or red perhaps? hmm.

2NE1's awesomee! <3

no way i can recognise you anymore

Okay. MATHS WAS HORRIBLE MAN. Idk why people find it easy sia :( If i ever fail, i'm so gonna die. It will be the first time i fail math! I think the main reason why i find it hard cos i was damn tired and i only drank milk for breakfast. :'( That's why i blanked out and my brain couldn't twist like how it did for History. And for goodness sake i didn't see the question 11 until when teacher started collected the paper. Wtf! 3 innocent marks gone much? I think i'm gonna FAIL.
But on a lighter note history, chinese, E. Lit and English were easy la. Fortunately i memorised everything before the day of History paper. Lady luck was by my side ^^ Geog is like simply testing our general knowledge man. Luckily i did took notice of the news for the sake of my parents :)

For Art i'm gonna chiong everything by tonight.
And must mug for Science!! Since i dread i'm gonna fail math, i guess it's already quite impossible to get top 100 in level already :(
I just hope i wouldn't be kicked out!! Please! Gonna pray the hell outta me. Don't think i will bah? :/

Since today it's 10.10.10, i'm gonna wish for:
1. Just don't be kicked out of NH
2. Top 15 for class
3. Money $$$
4. My wonderful future
5. Everything to be smooth-sailing

...

one in a million

I wish,
that our paths will cross again,
I am thinking about you every time I close my eyes,
you’re everything.
- JYJ ~ W

Gosh! EOY's just around the corner and i feel so tensed up man. I better start some serious mugging.
These days were boring. Very boring.
As time goes by, i felt much better :'>

Anyway SHINee's back with the song Hello and Taemin and Key are sooooo cute i'm seriously gonna die!! Awwww.



I still have this story running in my head and whenever i start studying i'd get carried away. I just love the feeling of living in my own world, everything's so perfect, everything's under control. I'd feel bliss everytime!
But i gotta get my focus back to reality. :(

Anyway,
GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE FOR THEIR EOY'S! :)