I AM 80% MENTALLY UNSTABLE :P

[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you.'
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[ ] You have run into a tree/bush.
[ ] You have been called a blond.

TOTAL: 3

[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[ ] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.

TOTAL: 5

[x] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.

TOTAL: 7

[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just can't stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your 'inside voice.'

TOTAL: 10

[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time. e.g. picks, cards, pens, phones, money, keys etc.

TOTAL: 12

[x] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[ ] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used frequently.
[x] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.

TOTAL: 20
Take your total, Multiply by 4x20=80%

we're just a memory

i felt i lost you from the start

I love living in my own world,

no worries, no sabotages.

A world with happy endings,
something that will take me away from this horrible reality.

But soon, dreams and reality will seem to mix up, and I guess
happy endings never seem to last, after all.

DRAMA

Ok. So here are my views as requested >.<
I think it's already too late for you to regret now.. Everything is already fixed. Don't you think it's too selfish? And i think you can give up expecting anything again. You caused her a lot pain, well, at least much more than you think. Sometimes you should really think for others ;(

MY KINDA GUY :)

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
Of course. xD Make everybody JEALOUS
2. Smart?
Doesn't matter :)
3. Preferred age?
Age doesn't matter.
4. Preferred height?
For now, taller than me can le. But when i grow up, 180cm and aboveeee!!
5. How about sense of humor?
DEFINITELY.
6. How about piercings?
Okay la, not too much :)
7. Accepts you for who you are?
Of course la duh
8. Pink hair?
NO WAY LA. rather blonde -.-
9. Mushy or no?
Ooh yes. But not too much. Or else i'd puke -.-
10. Thin or fat?
NOT FAT. I WAN ABs ^^
11. Skin colour ?
Not too dark/white
12. Long hair or short hair?
Trendy hairstyle can le. But no way for long hair. GAY sia
13. Plastic or metal?
huh?
14. Smells good?
YEAH OF COURSE
15. Smoker?
A STRAIGHT NO.
16. Drinker?
Don't drink too much.
17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
Depends.
18. Muscular?
Aiyer. NO. Fit.
19. Plays piano?
If possible, yes. SO HE CAN TEACH ME
20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Actually i dont really like people who knows music soo much. I'd feel left out.
21. Plays violin?
OOOOH YES YES YES!
22. Sings very well?
Doesn't matter. Don't too disgusting can le.
23. Vain?
NO.
24. With glasses?
NAH
25. With braces?
NOO
26. Shy type?
Doesn't matter ^^
27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
Both.
28. Active or passive?
Active
29. Tight or bomb?
WTH
30. Singer or dancer?
DANCER YES YES
31. Stunner?
hmmm? i love surprises :P
32. Hiphop?
Me dont really like hiphop. :(
33. Earrings?
Yeah those kinds of studs that make him look cool :) Not too much if not too gay :(
34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
NO WAY!
35. Dimples?
Nah. If not i will feel like poking it >.<
36. Bookworm?
NO! Average can liao. Like ME :))
37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
YES. That's so sweet ^^
38. Playful?
Okay!
39. Flirt ?
-.- that's a no.
40. Poem writer?
Aiyer too cheem i dont like
41. Serious?
At the right times :)
42. Campus crush?
whatever.
43. Painter?
OKOK LA.
44. Religious?
No...
45. Someone who likes to tease people?
In a good way. And not too much or else i'd get sick of it
46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
NO!!
47. Speaks 20 languages?
WTF DUN WAN LA.
48. Loyal or faithful?
Both!!
49. Good kisser?
LOL.
50. Loves children?
OOH YES!

just another dream

EVERYTHING'S SO FUCKED UP.

I KNOW IF I CONTINUE BEING LIKE THAT I'D LOSE EVERYTHING.

This feelings sucks, and i know it's all my fault. MY FAULT MY FAULT. WHY CANT I JUST...

And stop influencing people kay, ass -.- Sigh...

...

Fuck.

My heart's into pieces and it's so hard to act as if it's okay.

I just don't know why.

Sometimes i cant even seem to understand myself.

What i'm thinking, what i really want.

I dont know, i dont know why.

And when things are right i just make them wrong.

I don't know what im doing.

I just... cant seem to control myself.

Why why why?

Now, it's like people stabbing me at the heart twice in a row.

And now, i finally realise how childish i was.

I knew it was impossible.

Yet why am i still carrying this little hope in my heart?

I must stop this dream. Stop all this hurt and pain.

Sometimes i just feel like running away, to somewhere nobody knows me, somewhere i can be myself.

So i can start all over again. Forget about all this stupid mistakes i'd made. I want to let go of everything, but this funny little part of me tells me to hold on.

Yeah i know i'm bitch. BUT WHAT THE HELL PEOPLE CANT SEEM TO UNDERSTAND AND ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM.

UGH.


it feels so good to be alone.

you seem so hard to reach

Memories aren’t stored in the heart or the head or even the soul, if you ask me, but in the spaces between any given two people. When people drift apart, these spaces wear thin - what then, is left of these memories?

Today was a tiring day. Celebrated Mid-autumn festival in school. It was so boring man. I spent more than $5 on sweets and omg, for the first time in my life im sick of sweets lol. Then bought 2 bendable eraser from 109. Pyrena forced me to xD I wanted the earpiece but no money :( At the end of the day they like decrease the price from $9 to $2 ?! And nancy also like force me to take picture with yuxuan and chiachih the 2 anime characters but she didnt succeed :p Don't even know how she know me one sia!
NO MONEY LAH!!
At first i got this air bubble egg, i dont know what's it's called but anyway. Lent it to a 109 guy and he just.. broke it? All the water from the bubble come out lorh. And he's damn sick xD
Okay then slack slack slack.................... At first i wanted to go haunted house, but people say it's boring. Well. SAW RACHEL'S BROTHER SHEARES AND OMG HE'S SO FREAKING CUTE ^%$#^#$^!$!&
Then FINALLY WENT HOME. Wtf wait damn long for bus man

you seem so hard to reach
I hope to see you everyday
But i realise
it's all just a dream

... huang mao xDD (*wink wink to ZHENG JX SISTER)

PS:// Bitch, bitch, bitch. Ugh, you EQ is amazingly low.

not like the movies

so close, yet so far away.


My goal:
GET GREAT RESULTS. Top 15 in class and top 100 in level.
Nothing's impossible. We'll just wait and see :)
Yeah that's why im mugging so hard these days. I think im becoming a study freak already.

And after exams... im gonna be a shopping MANIAC!!! XD

i think i finally woke up

As usual, there are a lot of things in my mind and as time goes by, reality starts to hit me harder.
Everything keeps running towards me head first in all directions. As if i don't have enough problems on one hand. I ignore my problems so often when it comes back for me, i feel like i'm losing, sliding down a spiral so steep i almost fall off the sides.

Yeah, i finally came to my senses.

don't ever look back

Can they be any cuter?

Slacked all the way through today. Terrible me.

Now i'm feeling so hungry i'm gonna die.

ooh this reminds me of "YOU'RE SO FLUFFY I'M GONNA DIE!"

Haha, random much?

Anyway, i want to eat something!! Anything! As long as it's foooooooood!!

No tibits at home. But lazy go out leh.

Gosh this makes me hungrier! RAWR!

Man, it would be so good if i had a food machine right in my house, which gives me whatever i want right away :'D

Stop dreaming la, YOYO. DRAG YOUR HEAVY LEGS AND GO OUT.

So let me go buy something to eaaaaaaaaaaat.

BYE.