(via reviviscent)
Sometimes there is nothing to be said. Sometimes nothing should be said.
I just want to find someone who won't run away. Someone to look me in the eyes and tell me it's okay that things don't always go right. That this is how life works, and how it will always work. That it's not going to be easy. Today, tomorrow, the next day, but it will somehow get better.
But that person doesn't exist.
I hate the fact that its so hard to trust you. The fact that you were never honest, the fact that i actually thought i knew you. The fact that if anyone said anything, without hesitation i'd point my gun at you. At first i thought that you would at least have some simple manners by apologising, but you didn't. You're acting as if nothing happened just because i didn't say anything; you didn't even say a simple sorry. In fact you even laughed as if it's a joke. How funny. And so i went oh-how-wonderful i have free drama to watch. But for godness sake, have some respect for others, alright? Also, please look who's talking. Hey, are you telling me you don't even have the basic knowledge that you have no rights to comment on others because you ain't their mother? And i'm not your dog in case you aren't aware. You borrow things from me and without second thought i give what you want to you. But if i ask a simple small sweet from you, you say no. You say others are so selfish and self-centered, HEY, it's not like you're not! Set an example before you say anything about others! Shame-less. A gentle reminder - i'm not scolding you. I'm just teaching you basic respect & manners you don't seem to know at all.
I just want to find someone who won't run away. Someone to look me in the eyes and tell me it's okay that things don't always go right. That this is how life works, and how it will always work. That it's not going to be easy. Today, tomorrow, the next day, but it will somehow get better.
But that person doesn't exist.
I hate the fact that its so hard to trust you. The fact that you were never honest, the fact that i actually thought i knew you. The fact that if anyone said anything, without hesitation i'd point my gun at you. At first i thought that you would at least have some simple manners by apologising, but you didn't. You're acting as if nothing happened just because i didn't say anything; you didn't even say a simple sorry. In fact you even laughed as if it's a joke. How funny. And so i went oh-how-wonderful i have free drama to watch. But for godness sake, have some respect for others, alright? Also, please look who's talking. Hey, are you telling me you don't even have the basic knowledge that you have no rights to comment on others because you ain't their mother? And i'm not your dog in case you aren't aware. You borrow things from me and without second thought i give what you want to you. But if i ask a simple small sweet from you, you say no. You say others are so selfish and self-centered, HEY, it's not like you're not! Set an example before you say anything about others! Shame-less. A gentle reminder - i'm not scolding you. I'm just teaching you basic respect & manners you don't seem to know at all.
