i miss sige - she's my best friend. or crystal and qiuting. now, in secondary school, i cant find a friend like them anymore.
what'd happened to me? i dont know whether this is a good thing or a bad thing. i totally don't know what to do at all.
those girls out there dont know what does true friends mean, and what friends are for. im sure to them, friends only mean people who they can communicate well with. when their friends are in trouble, they dont give a freaking damn.
laughing together means best friends? keep chit-chatting (non-stop) together means best friends? think twice. you don't know what does true friends mean. when you are in trouble and they're not there, you still call them friends?
when im in trouble, no one cares about me. except for some (you know who you are).
now what i really really need is a best friend who i can share my secrets and joy with, pour out my sorrows to, and that person will always be there for me.
actually part of this is my fault. i wasted too much time on those who isnt worth my time on.
no matter how many times ms lim lecture us about friends, they wont listen for sure. coz friends, means nothing to them. literally.
and to someone:
i do so much for you, but all i get back is nothing. and end up being ignored. you dont know how hurt am i.
sometimes, i really envy people with best friends.
and i wonder when will i finally find a best friend who will be with me through thick and thin.
