Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Lazy to do la.
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Because i'm careful enough..?
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Too be honest, no :) I treasure life a lot kay.
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
FOOD! :D:D
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
-.- I will remain a virgin until the day i am married. But if someone got pregnant by accident, i don't know what to do :S
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Just let all my bad points go away.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.
Dear Yoyo,
Although sometimes i really hate you, you are always so awesome and cool and just... awesome. Yeah always remember you ain't perfect or anything so must be prepared to change to be a better person anytime. Also, know that you are not the best, and that be more responisble and stuff. People may not appreciate you, but always treasure yourself~ BEAR IN MIND that you have a very important mission in life!! You set it some time ago and you've got to achieve it, no matter what happens, no matter what other people say or whatever. I don't care but you must make it! And for once you'll feel so accomplished and proud of yourself and all the people around you will look up on you. Well, just fight on :D
Well OMG I JUST LOVE YOU ZHENG YOYO :D
Haha for a million years i did not update and finally, here i am. I had no mood at all. In fact, this post was forced. I feel so bad neglecting my blog ahaha :p I completed the 30 days chanllenge! :D Ain't the letter nice? I think nobody understands it but whatever//
Argh, these fews days were horrible. Not as in life or anything, the main problem is with ME.
It's like life is oh-so-peaceful, but it was so peaceful it became boring. The boring me hence went to look for something to do.
And guess what out of my wonderful boredom i made myself an awesome freak. Telling myself how empty, how sad and how miserable my life is, and to make a long story short i am making myself SAD. Sound like a freaking retard eh, lol. Coz looking back life ain't that bad anyway.
Saying that life sucks is just a stupid expression.
WE should TREASURE life, shouldn't we :)
LIFE SO BORING MAKE ME DUN WANNA WRITE SO BYE
Sorry, but everybody is different, everybody has different views, different personalities, different taste, different EQs, etc.
But why is it that you only look at almost everything with your own perspective?
I am not sociable. i may seem to be, but now let me tell u that im not. I donot really know how to start or continue a conversation or topic unless im very close to that person or the topic we're talking about is what im interested in. I am a person who likes privacy. I don't like to tell others my secret, but it's not that i don't trust you. What's the point of being with you if i dont even trust you then? But i may tell you if i found out that i can really trust that person, and will not betray me. I will take time to observe. Once, i told a friend my secret and she just let cat out of the bag out the very next day. However hard to try to tell her to stop, she wouldn't. I was so worried then. I'd experienced this before, that's why im so afraid. My personality keep changing, sometimes so fast i don't even know it changed. Sorry, i cant control it. I can survive without friends, but they are like colors to my rainbow, without them life wouldn't mean anything. I rely on myself a lot. This is me. I'm not you. Sociable, observant, kind, dont care about anything, you name it.
Sometimes, being alone feels so good, i just want to be alone. Not that i dislike all my friends and dont want to hang out with them.
You say i am fake, it's because of my moodswings and stress and maybe im sick. You ask me why, but what can i say? I'm afraid you'll take me as a friend who likes to complain so much, every conversation with her is so boring, all i hear is her complains about what blah blah blah. You wouldnt like this kind of people right? You would be pissed off, coz ur originally good mood is destroyed just because for my complaints. Because i have A LOT of complaints. seriously. once i start i cant stop. But if you wont, then maybe i'll tell u more things in the future. Because as for me, i dont really like the feeling.
I can't help but agree with what you said, but when the hell did i not listen to all of your opinions? I like your opinions. In fact i LOVE them. At least i can be a better person.
But it sometimes depend though. SOME opinions, are just what's seen from the surface. Somethings are not what it seems it's like. I try to explain, but you won't listen. So i give up. But you start to say those untrue things again. I can't stand them anymore. I explain again. You don't listen. the cycle goes on. And this way you know for no reason at all, maybe it's just a human's way of reacting, i'll just think that you are very stubborn and talkative and all of a sudden i will feel like you are so unreasonable and stupid. But i wasn't thinking this way before, i thought they were like golden words to me. It's the way you put it, whether it's convincing or else people will just take them as rubbish. At first i only dont agree with some minor parts of your opinion, but after ur doings, i'll feel that ALL of ur opinions are useless. Coz it's just that you dont hear my point of view. I don't really like your stubbron attitude too. but i choose to keep quiet, coz im afraid you'll feel the same way as i do. You may have ur own reasons for being 'stubborn' which i not know. You understand what i'm saying?Yeah.
And no, i didnt think that you telling me ur views is hurting me. No, never. I read your messages about what you think about my attitude over and over and over again. How can i treat them as hurt if i keep reading them so much? I treasure every bit of them, that's why i keep reading so that i'll not miss any part of it.
You like talking to me, dude i like it too! i thought i knew you so well, i thought our personalities are so fitted. I even once though that aquarius and geminis are just fated to be together.
But now.
You may want to argue more, but im really tired. Please, let me breathe and rest please, im tired, seriously.
Well, this is written from MY perspective. You may not agree with it but, i just want to tell you some piece of my mind. I quitted trying to explain. I know you wouldn't listen. That's why all what i want to say is here.
*some parts above are referring to YOUR, not only YOU. i was too tired to label, lol
